This Friday!

Jr comes homes!

Sweet potatoes. hahahahahahhaah.

I love San Diego.

Me&&michael are actully relaxed when were driving through the city.

Should be fun.

i cant wait to see Jr get off the plane and attack him with hugs..... <3

San Diego here we come!

11 more days!

TILL JR COMES HOME!!!

been a while.

So i havent blogged for a couple days.

I dont have time.

Im to lazy.

And shut it'

hahahah.

First off.

Im tired as fuck! Woke up at 530 becasue my eye was hurting again. 

Couldnt go back to sleep.

I went to escuela and got there at 9 ish.

Yeah yeah i was suppose to be there at 830 ohhh suck it'

Was there allllllllllllllllllllllllllll day and didnt leave till 1030.

And im pooped and grumpy and more irritated than ever.

I realized that im getting to the point where i dont care anymore.

And i honestly want to give up.

No not on school.

Ive busted my ass to much to give up two months away from graduation.

Other things.

Other people.

Other feelings.

To let go is different but ill be backing off thats for sure.

I dont have the energy for it anymore.

And im done venting about it.

Today i made a payment to the escuela. Bye bye $100.

Little by little i owe less and im that much closer to my diploma.

I started focusing on stateboard.

Im really nervous.

And want that damn paper more than youll ever know.

Its a bitch trying to meomorize all that shit...

but i keep reminding myself wat you do in the test is what you do at school....

it should come easily...but than again your in a room for 4hrs being tested on 13 different clients not knowing what your going to get, you cant say a damn word and the lady at the front of the room determined wether i get a license or not! 

Than a 2 hour written test.... millions of people have done it before y the fuck am i over reacting....

i guess hmmmmm

I WANT IT SO BAD AND I DONT WANT TO LET ANYTHING GET IN THE WAY OF IT!

But like mom always says when im stressed ...

she grabs my face and says "think positive thoguhts"

to bad she wont be in the room with me telling me that...

but my sister will do shes just as much as a pusher as moms' is.

Im off to bed to dream.

And relax my eyes and body.

Best regards,

Brenda Navarro Alvayero

Wish list'

I wish it was already May 27

For many reasons.

1. That will be the day i drive up to Marinello park go straight to administration and sign my papers and get my diploma of completing 1600hrs of Beauty School and im done!

2.By that date i would have already been done makin up hours.

3.I will already be 20.

4.(Crossing fingers)Hopefully i will have some clue of when my state board test!

5. Work full time and study study study practice practice practice for my stateboard.

6. Move out  &&  start school to finish getting my AA.

What do people really think im not going back to school?! You dumb fuck'

and the best thing i will be able to say is "IM NOT A BEAUTY SCHOOL DROP OUT!"

if someone sings that song to me one more time ill kick you hahaha.

B.

honestly'

SHUT THE FUCK UP!

A+B=AB

missing this hoe.

MY BESTFRIEND IS BETTER THAN YOURS!

1100.

yup.

yesterday i finally hit 1100 hours.

even though im really suppose to be at 13oo.

but hey im making them up'

slowly but surely.

Friday ill be at school from 9a.m till 1030p.m. KILL ME!

and Saturday im back for just 8 hours. In two weeks i will do another 100.

and when i finally hit 1200 i get to apply for stateboard.

can we say fuck my life? another load of stress'

Graduation Date is May 26. And i have to do 500 hrs by than.

I have less than 3 months to make it up. POSSIBLE?

Yes indeed'

Just to tired to do it.hahahahahaha.

As long as i go in two days for the morning class ill be good.

WISH ME LUCK.

B.

last one for the day.i think.

THE DODGERS ARE COMING BACK!!

51 years of the boys in blue in LA!

cant wait to see them out on the field.

wearing the dodger gear.

eating a dodger dog.

peanuts!

booing the other team espeacially giants and the fuckin angles! gagging'

sitting in the cold with my dodger jacket on with my dodger blanket over me.

ahhhhh good times.

GO DODGERS!

a trip?

i want to plan a trip to go to SF this year...

i loved this city.

much to do and i would like it more now that im older.

but....

the main thing i would like to do is..

got to a Dodgers-Giants game...

wearing nothing but all blue and see my boys beat the giants.

and than leave the parking lot drink a couple beers and scream out GO DODGERS!

lets just hope my car dont get fucked up with since i do have a LA' sticker on it as well as my license plate border.

Fuck it'