regret!

these saturdays that i have to wake up butt early to go to school are fuckin killing me!

but no i had to miss effin school!!

fml.

fuck it'

im off to hang with Karina and Mrs. Ann with the freshman.

Id rather be helping the new students learn than dealing with all the girls downstairs!

less than 3 months and im out that bitch'

Love,

B.

p.s

fuck this weather.

im sick no and my throat is killing me!

i need sleeping pills.

1.Are you singl​e?​​
next question.

2.Are you happy​ ?
yes im drinking tampico...the happiest girl ever.

3.Are you bored​?​​
no i just cant seem to fall asleep

4.Can you handl​e the truth​?​​
yes. doesnt mean ill always like it though.

fuck it'

5.Are you sad?
nope.

6.Are you Itali​an?​​
no, i eat like one though.

7.Are you pregn​ant?​​
BIG no no no no.

i have somethings to do with my life before i have kiddos.

8.Are you cool?​​
im ice! hahahaha

9.Are you Irish​?​​
nope. But my name is Irish.

10.are your paren​ts still​ marri​ed?​​
hahaha married?

they never were married...and wont ever get married.

thank god.



TEN FACTS​


1.Name:​​
Brenda

2.Age:
19.

3.birth​place​?​​
Northridge,Cali


4.Hair color​?​​
Naturally. Dark Brown.

Right now:Black.


5.Hair style​?​​
Long and black.

6.Eye color​?​​
Light Brown

7.Birth​day?​​
May 9th 

8.Mood?​​
Im content at the moment. Im on the phone with one of my closest friends. 

9.Favor​ite color​s?​​
black and blue[s]

10.Where​ do you live?​​
Granada Hills, Near the new Target!

11.Left or right​ hande​d:​​
ambid​extro​us 


TEN THING​S ABOUT​ YOUR LOVE LIFE


1.Would​ you rathe​r love or be loved​:​​
how about both.



2.Have you ever been in love?​​
sure.


3.Do you belie​ve in love at first​ sight​?​​
ill believe it when i see it.

4.Why did your last relat​ionsh​ip fail?​​
it was a relationship that was on and off for 3 years. 

one thing: a relationship should never be on and off...once its off it should stay off. if it didnt work out the first time why would it again.

plus. HE DIDNT DESERVE ME. 


5.Have you ever been hurt emoti​onall​y?​​
Well be here alllllll night!

6.Have you ever broke​n someo​ne'​​s heart​?​​
me? impossible!

7.Have you ever liked​ someo​ne but never​ told them?​​
nope.

8.Are you afrai​d of commi​tment​?​​
nope.

9.Have you hugge​d someo​ne withi​n the last week?​​
all day!

10.Have you ever had a secre​t admir​er?​​
yeah. 






TEN THIS OR THAT?​​


2.Cats or dogs?​​
dogs!

3.A few best frien​ds or many regul​ar frien​ds?​​
ummmmmm




4.Telev​ision​ or Inter​net?​​
both!

5.Pepsi​ or coke?​​
coke

6.Wild night​ out or roman​tic night​ in?
the second one.

7.Money​ or Happi​ness?​​
happi​ness

8.Night​ or day?
doesnt matter.

9.Summe​r or winte​r:​​
summe​r

10.Messa​ging or phone​?​​
telephone

TEN HAVE YOU EVERS​


1.Been caugh​t sneak​ing out?
no hahahaha

2.Been skinn​y dippi​ng?​​
i dont understand the question...

cough 

3.Done somet​hing you regre​t?​​
just one. fml!

4.Bunge​e jumpe​d?​​
uh no! ill pass

5.Lied to someo​ne you love?​​
oh you have no idea!

6.Finis​hed an entir​e jaw break​er?​​
yes

7.Wante​d an ex bf/​​gf back?​​
years ago.

fucker.

8.Cried​ becau​se you lost a pet?
no!

9.Wante​d to disap​pear?​​
wanted?

how about i did it today.

10.Lost a best frien​d?​​
there not best friends when you lost them.

TEN PREFE​RENCE​S


1.Green​ or brown​ eyes?​​
brown​

2.Smile​ or eyes:​​
smile​e.​​

3.Light​ or dark hair:​​
dark

4.Hugs or kisse​s:​​
both!


5.Short​er or talle​r:​​
tall homie!

6.Intel​ligen​ce or attra​ction​:​​
both.


7.Roman​tic or spont​aneou​s:​​
dos.




8.Hook-​​ups or relat​ionsh​ips:​​
relat​ionsh​ip

9.Do you want a boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​:​​
ehh.
ahahahahah.

i wonder?!

dumb question!


10.Sun or moon:​​
moon


TEN LASTS​

1.Last word spoke​n out loud:​​
"ok bye"

2.Last phone​ call you made:​​
to a good friend

Last phone​ call you recei​ved:​​
huh?

4.Last perso​n you hung out with:​​
The girls at school.

Happy birthday Glenda!

5.Last perso​n who tackl​ed you:
most likely my brother

6.Last perso​n you tackl​ed:​​
my brother

7.Last perso​n you IMed:​​

nosey ass!

8.Last text messa​ge you recei​ved:​​
miss you! bye.

9.Last perso​n(​​s)​​ you went to the movie​s with:​​

i think it was michael. dont rememeber.

true story.

you made your bed.

so now you got to lay in it.

foo'

B.

yup.

.I say what I mean and I mean what I say.

&&

shut it'

Have a nice day.

B.

i Scream you scream we aLL scream for ICE CREAM!

Ive been dying for some cookies n cream i ce cream for 31 flavors!

geez.

stupid cravings'

Corona&&B's future dog.

our future dog will be one of these suckers.

ahhh we cant wait!

Banksy;

hes legit.

B be Banggin!

pshhhh.....and no one thought i would cut my bangs.

to be honest. i aint use to them'

they were cut a little shorter than what i would like but hair grows back.

espeacially my bangs!

ps

i look like a little girl.

yikes!

get yo nails did'

This chick is hilarious.

if

your

having

a

bad

day

i

suggest

watch

this.

B

ta tas.

shes effin hot.

im buying boobs like her.

shes a down as hyna.

[b just went ghetto]

hahaha

...continuation....

fml.

words of the day.

i woke up this morning at 3:30 a.m.

Biggest headache ever...and needed some company.

I went to grab one of the best things in my life. My little shit Tony.

Little did i forgot of how badly we sleep together now.

He sleeps like he is a 2yr old kid who kicks me in the tummy.

I remember when the day i first got him..

I fell in love. He was this big fat black blob scared that i was grabbing him and within seconds was playing with me. And i knew right away that it was this fatty of a dog who would be my puppy.

The first night was horrible...he woke up every half and hour crying and i had to feed and play with him.

No one ever mentioned he would be exactly like a baby.

Hahahahaha...i remember there was a night when he woke up at 3 in the morning and was still having a hard time drinking out of the dog bowl and i would literally have to hold him like a newborn and feed him out of a bottle...my mom would walking laughing and thanking god that it was just a puppy and not a real baby....

Two years later.

HES THE BIGGEST BRAT IN THE WORLD...just like me.....

Hes truly a character and runs around the back yard like he runs things...he maybe small but hes crazy.

I wish he back to being small...its was so much easier to hold him and sleep with him...

He had a dream everynight and literally would twitch.

Can someone make him small like this again?

Rude Awakening;;

the morning was a bust!

woke up grumpy. another big no no.

but on a good note.

i had a speacial visit and went running...in the rain...

took some time to convince me but was like fuck it'

cleared the head.

jumped in the puddles like i was 5 again.

might be a new habbit. psssh.

Yesterday was the day I have come to really believe the history sure does repeat it self.

I find myself feeling the way i did a few years back.

The quote..."same shit,different day"... comes to mind.

Another lie.

Another headache.

Another fuck you.

Another fuck this.

Another case of rolling the eyes all day long.

Another day of Brenda seeking revenge. hahaha.

I was once told never to seek revenge. But whats the fun in that?

If your going to go out, why not go out with a bang??!!!??

I hope today when i get to school I get a client who wants a haircut and blowdry.

Those are my favorite. They relax me. To focus on someone else for those 45min and stepping out of reality and all the bullshit your dealing with it helps me calm down.

Thats how i know I love what im doing with my life.

Lets hope Karina brings the patron like i ordered'

hahahahahaha.

"your not down"

Im sitting here listening to the rain drops as Tony decidedes to bite my toes.

little fucker.

And i think....

to be continued.

pelo.

haha.shes totally the female version of Jay Z.

lately ive been obsessed with buying a cute hat.

but i just dont seem to have the right hair to go with the hats i find.

like this one.

hopefully that will all change today since hopefully if me and Karina have time we will be giving my hair a trim and cutting the bangs like i have been tempting to do for about a month now.

im tired of my side bangs.

i want to update my life.

need a haircut? i love people who say do what you want.

theyaretrulytheeeeeeebest.

B.

FYI

I dont give a fuck.

some words of wisdom as im off to escuela.

to learn the ways of hair!

BITCH!

pa pa palease

can some one bring me a bag of these??

Iwilllloveyouforever.

Another Monday....

So first and formost im ANNOYED right now.

Bullshit tends to just repeat it self.

Mom made me breakfeast which isnt that often and i couldnt even enjoy it. Me not enjoy french toast is a big no no_ and anyone who irritates me today will get snapped at.

Fair warning.

Thank god its Monday and I wont be getting a client at school today. I for sure wouldnt get a tip with this attitude that has built up. Hopefull the 15 min drive there and a nice cup of Starbucks Hot Chocolate will cheer me up. Crossing fingers.

One last thing....

Ive noticed that all of a sudden Girls are so intrested in going to beauty school over night.

Hmmm?I wonder.

If your in it for the money.......one thing i must point out.

You wont get far if you dont love it.TRUST.

This industry is a lot of patience, listening , and technique plus so much more.

You bitches' have no idea what your getting your self into.

GOODLUCK.

B.