Rude Awakening;;

the morning was a bust!

woke up grumpy. another big no no.

but on a good note.

i had a speacial visit and went running...in the rain...

took some time to convince me but was like fuck it'

cleared the head.

jumped in the puddles like i was 5 again.

might be a new habbit. psssh.

Yesterday was the day I have come to really believe the history sure does repeat it self.

I find myself feeling the way i did a few years back.

The quote..."same shit,different day"... comes to mind.

Another lie.

Another headache.

Another fuck you.

Another fuck this.

Another case of rolling the eyes all day long.

Another day of Brenda seeking revenge. hahaha.

I was once told never to seek revenge. But whats the fun in that?

If your going to go out, why not go out with a bang??!!!??

I hope today when i get to school I get a client who wants a haircut and blowdry.

Those are my favorite. They relax me. To focus on someone else for those 45min and stepping out of reality and all the bullshit your dealing with it helps me calm down.

Thats how i know I love what im doing with my life.

Lets hope Karina brings the patron like i ordered'

hahahahahaha.

"your not down"

Im sitting here listening to the rain drops as Tony decidedes to bite my toes.

little fucker.

And i think....

to be continued.